. lost myself.
Friday, May 26, 2006
if years after you graduate, and all you can be proud of or still talk about is which school you came from...i don't think there's much to be proud of...
.found a piece of myself. @
8:59 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Even in my heart I see
You're not bein' true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby
Quit playin' games with my heart
Chorus:
Quit playin' games with my heart
Before you tear us apart
I should've known from the start
Before you got into my heart
I live my life the way
To keep you comin' back to me
Everything I do is for you so
So what is it that you can't see
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad
You better quit playin' games with my heart
Chorus
Quit playin' games
Baby, baby the love that we had was so strong
Don't leave me hangin' here forever
Oh baby, baby this is not a lie, let's stop
This tonight
Baby, quit playin' games
Sometimes I wish I could
Turn back time, impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad, baby
Quit playin' games with my heart
.found a piece of myself. @
1:49 PM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i am afraid of being alone. and i know it. so why do i keep pushing people away? people whom i love, care about and want to get to know better. i am pushing them away before they get even closer to me, so that i won't be sad when they leave. what about people who are already close to you? why are you tryin to make them leave prematurely? i am pushing them away so that i won't be as sad when they leave as i would be if they continue walkin on in my life. so the sooner they leave, the better for me?
this doesn't make sense. if everyone leaves you, you'll be alone? isn't that your greatest fear? everyone leaves. sooner or later.
.found a piece of myself. @
3:30 PM
sigh...i think i'm boring you to death. i don't know why, but once i lay eyes on that pretty face my mind just goes blank...hope i'll still have a fun summer like i was lookin forward to....
.found a piece of myself. @
1:21 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
guess I'm as good at cheerin u up as I tot I can be huh? Oh well... =/
.found a piece of myself. @
3:00 AM