. lost myself.
Saturday, April 29, 2006
i need to grow up i guess...
.found a piece of myself. @
2:49 AM
Friday, April 28, 2006
i am such a fool. always have been. will i always be? i sure hope not.
.found a piece of myself. @
10:27 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
It Might Be YouTime... I've been passing time watching trains go by All of my life... Lying on the sand, watching seabirds fly Wishing there would be Someone waiting home for me... Something's telling me it might be you It's telling me it might be you... All of my life... Looking back as lovers go walking past... All of my life Wondering how they met and what makes it last If I found the place Would I recognize the face? Something's telling me it might be you Yeah, it's telling me it might be you So many quiet walks to take So many dreams to wake And we've so much love to make I think we're gonna need some time Maybe all we need is time... And it's telling me it might be you All of my life... I've been saving love songs and lullabies And there's so much more No one's ever heard before... Something's telling me it might be you Yeah, it's telling me it must be you And I'm feeling it'll just be you All of my life... It's you.. It's you... I've been waiting for all of my life... Maybe it's you... Maybe it's you... I've been waiting for all of my life...let's make the summer of '06 one to remember......even if you're not the one for me =)
.found a piece of myself. @
3:24 AM
Friday, April 21, 2006
not knowing where we are going
not being able to control the handles very well
but laughing, frolicking, being slightly afraid
we continue to move ahead after all
.found a piece of myself. @
4:15 AM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
thanks for making my day =)
.found a piece of myself. @
11:04 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
"Goodbye My Lover"
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer and when i wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
sometime ago, a very close friend of mine sent me this song. i didn't think much about why it was sent to me. i just thought it was a good song to be shared. i heard the song, but never really listened. i guess i heard you speak too, but never really listened. i am really sorry i couldn't be there for you when you needed me to be around. i didn't even know. you always appear so strong, so silent, that i never thought that you will actually need me. i will listen harder from now on. to hear those silent cries of yours. not because i want you to hear mine one day, but simply because...i want you to know i'll be there. always.
.found a piece of myself. @
10:45 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
don't be afraid. focus instead, your energies on not letting it happen. make your plan fool-proof, carry out all the necessary preparations. don't slack...
.found a piece of myself. @
8:28 PM
Friday, April 14, 2006
i dreamt of you again last night...such a sweet dream... =)
i dunno why...but this song keeps poppin up in my head today
"Quit Playin' Games (With My Heart)"
Baby, oh
Even in my heart I see
You're not bein' true to me
Deep within my soul I feel
Nothing's like it used to be
Sometimes I wish I could turn back time
Impossible as it may seem
But I wish I could so bad baby
Quit playin' games with my heart
Quit playin' games with my heart (with my heart)
Before you tear us apart (my heart)
Quit playin' games with my heart
I should've known from the start
You know you've gotta stop (from my heart)
You're tearin' us apart (my heart, my heart)
Quit playin' games with my heart
i know it's a sappy poppy boyband song...but it's a memorable part of my teenage past. i'm sure everyone has at least one secret favourite boyband song. haha =p
.found a piece of myself. @
12:04 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
work and play. some people work hard and play hard. how do they do that? up till now, it seems to me that achievement and enjoyment are almost mutually exclusive. finding a balancing point between the two seems to diminish the level of both achievement and enjoyment. is that really true? when will i know? hahaa...questions questions...why do i have so many questions and so few answers?
.found a piece of myself. @
3:39 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
i want to become powerful......a powerful thinker......how?
.found a piece of myself. @
10:44 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
you see me...the way i see you. and i like it =)
.found a piece of myself. @
12:35 AM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
wow...this is surprising...u actually saw through me...
hope the serious me doesn't bore u to death... .
u intrigue me.. ... .
.found a piece of myself. @
3:48 PM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
can't wait for the sun, sand, sea and your familiar scent...
.found a piece of myself. @
10:58 PM
i think i'm going crazy. i dunno wot's wrong with me. somebody help me. argh......feels like a rollercoaster......side effects of my medication? i really don't know. i can't tell. help.....i dun even know why i'm going crazy...
.found a piece of myself. @
12:04 AM
Monday, April 03, 2006
a friend came over for the weekend, and it was such fun. it's really the company that counts, not what you are doing. i should remember that in my quest for financial stability, i mustn't forget why i want all that money. hopefully, one day
i'll be free...
i still want to play!!!
.found a piece of myself. @
10:17 PM
i guess it's kinda hard to ever work things out btwn us huh? oh well. glad to have met u anyway.
.found a piece of myself. @
3:33 AM